Today was supposed to be our meeting with the expectant mom we were matched with. We didn't meet because she changed her mind and decided to parent her baby.
I am sad, and I am disappointed. I am also relieved, because I have a LOT of money left to raise, and this is really the ideal time for her to change her mind, before we meet face to face and go to drs appointments and get emotionally invested at a deeper level. Also, if this girl is willing and able to parent, then that's best, anyway. My mind totally buys into that but my heart's got a little hiccup.
Switchfoot is in concert here on August 19th. I'd rather have a baby, but I will let myself be soothed with a sweet punch in the ears by rock and roll.