Today was supposed to be our meeting with the expectant mom we were matched with. We didn't meet because she changed her mind and decided to parent her baby.
I am sad, and I am disappointed. I am also relieved, because I have a LOT of money left to raise, and this is really the ideal time for her to change her mind, before we meet face to face and go to drs appointments and get emotionally invested at a deeper level. Also, if this girl is willing and able to parent, then that's best, anyway. My mind totally buys into that but my heart's got a little hiccup.
Switchfoot is in concert here on August 19th. I'd rather have a baby, but I will let myself be soothed with a sweet punch in the ears by rock and roll.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
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Jess, i'm so sorry. I know there will be more babies, and that God is in control, and so do you. But i also know that this is disappointing.
ReplyDeleteMuch love!
NO WAY.........
ReplyDeleteWow.... she is going to be a great mother.... that is all there is to it....
Caught up on all the adoption posts. Very enlightening. Thanks. I will pick your brain more when it's my time. I WILL adopt...it's just not time, yet. I support this...fo sho! :D
ReplyDelete...also I'm sorry to hear about this, but I will be glad with you guys when you finally meet the one that will be yours. :)
ReplyDeletebri- your dream was really encouraging. thank you!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry for the heartache you are feeling. God's plan for this little one never changed and God's plan for your next little one never changed. Only our understanding of his plan has changed. I cannot wait to meet your little one when he/she does arrive. We love you guys.
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