After losing the twins, you'd think that would have burned us out... but it just made us more heart-hungry for children. I read up on the quiverfull movement, and it stirred my heart. I don't agree, necessarily, with everything they eschew, but a heart attitude of acceptance and welcoming towards children.
In fact, I remember feeling desperate and heartbroken at the thought that I might never have another baby. We started exploring adoption, and I found my heart totally rocked by Steven Curtis Chapman's music video. Of course, it's deeper just that, but i became blown away by Gods love for orphans. I studied options for a while, and it became something that we wanted to do, but first we wanted to try pregnancy again... so after 4 months of bedrest, we got Toby, and then very soon afterwards, 3 months of bedrest and Brynn.
Now, I'm in a position where my womb is a dangerous place for children, but my heart is still wide open. I am learning this... how to have a quiverfull heart with a broken womb.
mmmm...deep and beautiful
ReplyDeletei was looking at the qf website. i like a lot of what they have to say.
it's exciting to wonder what God will do in your life next and whom He is going to add to your quiver
I love you baby!
ReplyDeletesorry to see you guys go so soon.
ReplyDeletesomeone told me you signed up another year in KC?
?verdad o no verdad?
Glad you are HOME
ReplyDeleteKatWoman..........not a year..... Indefinantly
ReplyDeleteI sure hope having babies is a choice! I know lots of people who are physically able to have babies, but I sure HOPE choose not to! and YES I'm pro-life, so I'm not talking abortion.
ReplyDeleteI'm talking about a heart attitude. We as a culture view children as a burden. I just wonder what God thinks about birth control... it's something I've been processing for years.
ReplyDeleteI want to know what God thinks of Birth Control, too.
ReplyDeleteI used to think it was simple. These days I know it's not.